I didn't post yesterday as it was not my best day. But in retrospect I was just being a spoiled brat. Sometimes we all act like this, it's just that some of us don't realize it and continue with that attitude. And that's the problem. One of the most amazing things I have learned from my boyfriend is to be kind and receptive to others' feelings - no matter what. I was all tied up in my "bad" day, not knowing the turmoil he was going through. And as soon as he started to divulge his truely emotional day, then I realized that I wanted to not only comfort him but needed for him to feel better and worthy of himself as I now him to be, and that meant more to me than stewing in my own bad mood. And thank goodness! There were a few blessings in disguise as the full day unfolded and thats what life is all about. I'm learning better each day to roll with the punches and that is all due to the world that my boyfriend has opened up to me and I'm truly grateful for that. And now I'm finished gushing about him. Back to me. ;)